So different now

Everything have changed. What we thought is just going to be temporary, turned into something so wonderful now. I can't help wondering, if ever we simply just pass each other by and each of us thinking this will never go the way it is going now. Still, there are much to forge ahead, challenges we will meet along the way, knowing I will have you with me when we both overcome them together. Everything so different now. Different in our feelings, growing more and more everyday, yet we know sometimes there are there to make us stronger. Trying out our patience, testing us, telling us all there is to find out, as we discover greater love, lasting love, and a love I know will be as deep and far the heart can travel. Don't for once leave me, not even in spirit, neither in thoughts, with each absence I know when I come back into your arms again, it is always this love I will hold you dearly and passionately.

Don't you wanna stay

It struck me

If there is an easier way for us to move, I will seek that one true answer and sweep you away from all the struggles you once have to endure. But at this time, what we are going thru, is a new beginning. I let go so many of my past you came to understand and silently suffered. I do not know you then how all these will turn out, or rather, it will just be a fade from all the many of our past experiences. Mine was no different. Yet, at times, I suppressed all that was before my eyes, even in my heart, not knowing if there were true in my heart. It came with all the failures that made me cautious to the wind of change. A change I thought will become my own doing. Something I do not want to rush into, when it hit me, I simply put a lid on it thinking it could just be my careless heart telling me this is another passion like a roller coaster ride that must end its ride when it reaches the barricade. So many instances, far too many, the feeling of missing and seeing you again, wipe across my mind so often that I no longer deny it is eating me up emotionally. But I still tread carefully, maybe too much caution, perhaps I now have to relish it, to let it all happen, and let it takes its course, something I never have, the feeling of love.