Timeless, priceless, endless... love



after all the doubts you get from others, how they went thru their part of life disappointed with heartbreaks and heartaches, what we have, it is real. i ask nothing of you but to be patient with me. i shared so much of what i am doing and yours with me. we talked and we chatted. laughed and saddened by our own shortcomings. loving and hating sometimes, but not necessary hate to hate, but hate because we love. i promise, you will not go thru what others went thru or going thru now. time will tell you im honest in what im doing, just be patient with me. and when that happen, we will sing this song, eternally, timelessly and endlessly.

it will last

Whenever I'm lost, I know, the thoughts of you will show me the way and I will immerse myself in this love I discovered in you.

What we have and even more, totally unexpected, totally hit me from nowhere, that all I can ever do, is to open up my heart, helplessly, receiving it, embracing it, caressing your lips and slowly, gently, tenderly loving and calling out your name.

I simply let my feelings flow, and to flow as free as the heaven will allow it, knowing for sure, no objections and resistance will come between us or stand in our way.

Let no one discourage us. For we know there is this bond, this very passion that kept us strong and resilient against all those who prophecised our doom. But we know there will be none, only the strength of our heart, we felt all at every moment, heartbeat to heartbeat, pulse to pulse and eye to eye, that we see in each other, tells us this is love, sweet love, made for us to last, and last, and last.....

You are not alone

I might have disrupted your life. Caused you to lose your comfort. Brought you pain at times. Made you feel so lost and tip your balance tumbling down with a heartache over and over again. You pulled me out of my emotional ruin that was near disaster. Showing me a path that i can take, unwittingly, you reveal your weakness. But I know they aren't, not to me. I came to you expecting lest, but got rewarded far more than I wanted. I was ringed but never in the heart. Now, as I move to feel this love you are giving me, please darling, you are no longer alone and every moment I'm not at your side in your embrace, our hearts knows, we are always in one, for each other, feeling, loving and all the long sweet kisses we share, will remind us we are meant for each other.

Way back into love

Nothing of her

you don't know how much i suffered emotionally thru those times. that the only closure, knowing once meet, there is a possibility it will be over and the full realisation, it will never work. all i ever wanted was closure then. and there was none. the same thing went on and on and even after i stopped, she always have a way to make me come back. the same chatting brought nothing out of it the last time but only more sorrows of more uncertainty of not knowing at all. because of this, i will have nothing of her. none at all. nothing to remind me of her. she was uncompromising even in the last chat and i took a strong stance to try and break that. it wasnt what i was hoping will happen, only wanting to end a chapter but no intention of going beyond everything we ever chatted about. that is all. since she did not, and being me of having conclusion in everything and anything i do, it simply dawn on me she took me for a fool all this while, whether intentionally for her own pleasures or unintentionally out of sheer attachement of what we supposingly had. i was only feeding her fantasy. and that made me furious and hurt me so much so that i can't describe it. simply beyond words the emotion i went thru. i choose and chosen, to have nothing more to do with her. none at all. not even wishing to have a glimpse, simply nothing of that FUCKING BITCH.